I am a bad girl.I recently realize this fact...so hurt!!
I always strigle to be a good girl, no matter what...that is really I want to be.
But, I am not...
I never mean to hurt anyone or disturbe some situation...but I'm doing so right now
I supose to be strong, to be decisive, to be rational...but I do not
I still stay in this Predicament.
The worst is that I seem to go deeper and deeper, I can't help.
I even have some evil thinking.
That is so ridiculous...
So, I know more about myself.
I am not a good girl, I am so bad...
Do you believe it or not? I am so bad!!
I start to hate myself again...
I always strigle to be a good girl, no matter what...that is really I want to be.
But, I am not...
I never mean to hurt anyone or disturbe some situation...but I'm doing so right now
I supose to be strong, to be decisive, to be rational...but I do not
I still stay in this Predicament.
The worst is that I seem to go deeper and deeper, I can't help.
I even have some evil thinking.
That is so ridiculous...
So, I know more about myself.
I am not a good girl, I am so bad...
Do you believe it or not? I am so bad!!
I start to hate myself again...
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